One thing about Bipolar disorder is the seeming never ending opportunities to start over. It feels like just as I finally gain some traction in life the surface gets sloped and slippery. This can be a bad thing or a good one. I guess it boils down to attitude. I am looking forward to establishing that good attitude and rebuilding. Maybe I’ll be able to build something comfortable, something a little roomier, a little more permanent. I could use a little economic security, a framework for a bit more emotional security. Who cares about shelter and food.. Where is my next prescription refill coming from? I won’t know till I get there I won’t know till I get to working and burn up my present supply. Stress. Restart stress. Stress can dampen a good attitude. I can’t let stress come out on top. My attitude is key in starting over one more time. I think it’s called endurance. I can do this. I can do this.